by Penox on Mon Feb 22, 2010 8:55 am
I am the same way as in it can be considered an addiction. My problem is seeing the gains, I just want to do it all the time, even though I can't.
Then when I miss a day I should be extending I kind of get into "ahh fawk mode" now my gains will slow, stop, go backwards. I actually "can" get kind of panicky inside. Then I just have to tell myself, I have all the time in the world. It sucks to get interrupted or miss out on time but what can you do?
I think seeing my gland at or slightly above the 7" mark will make the world of difference for me. Its dumb to number chase, I advise against it all the time. But I believe it will at least put me at ease and I can calm down a bit =)